I hate the weird awkward silences that have been happening in my family for about 4 months now. I hate how whenever I speak my mind, everyone just stares at me, having a dumb look on their face. THEN what I hate the worst is when they turn it around and make me feel like a horrible person, they make me feel like, I never do anything right, like its MY fault everything is wrong with this family. I hate when after a fight and your the only one on your side, you hear your other members talking about you, behind your back. YOUR OWN FAMILY doing this. Its the worst feeling in the world. I hate when my "family members" cry, and I feel like I was the one making them. I hate this feeling.
And it seems to be happening to me a lot.
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you're a wonderful writer raven and i love reading all of your posts.
you are right. our family is somehow changed. i want it back too. what do you think it is?
Hey Raven,
Firstly, I'm thrilled you've decided to continue your blog. You are a budding writer, very heart-felt.
Second, I'm sorry your family is going through an extended rough patch. It's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when you're in the middle of it. Please know that your friends are rooting for you.
Keep your head up and be true to yourself.
Love,
Ms. Michelle
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