My "About Me" on Myspace as of 1/15/08

Im Raven and at this point in my life, I am Never happy. I can be having the time of my life, and still, in the back of my mind, have to worse, most depressing feeling ever. I can get the best present, but I dont appreciate it like I should because I feel no matter how hard I try, or if I have all this new stuff, I will still not be happy, or that even if I have all this nice, new stuff, I will still not be good enough. I will still not be perfect. It's not my goal to be Perfect, I just want to be good enough to get what I want most. Im not going to tell you want I want most, because in the end, whoever reads this, it will probably be turned around, and I will be labeled. Fuck Labeling! Thats all that matters these days! Omg, she does not have the newest, best phone, she can not hang out with us. Fuck them. Fuck everyone. Fuck myself. Because even if I dont want to, I will still be a fucking labeler. I will still "read a book by its cover" because everyone does. And it takes alot of courage to not care at all, i mean not one bit, what people think about. And I personally, know no one who does not care one bit what people think. As you see, How can a teenager be happy in these days unless you have someone to love, or you have enough money to get all the new things. Even if you have the most amazing friends and you know you dont need money or love to make you happy, you know deep down you do. Because I know I do :/