Boredom

I have realized why, randomly, that I all of a sudden get all sad and depressed and start thinking of all the memories that I wish I still had. I have realized that whenever I am busy and having fun, I don't think of it as much. I realized that whenever I am bored, I think and when I think, I think of memories and when I think of memories that turn into sad memories, in some way and that is what makes me sad.

My cure to this all, keep busy and to listen to music. I realized that when ever I am listening to music, I think so much to the music that I don't remember my problems and just put myself in the lyrics. I love how music can make me happy when I am the saddest I have ever been. It amazes me. I don't REALLY understand it all. But I am just glad it does.

This is my theory on most of my depression. But I know I could not totally fix it with just music. I need to just, find out what can. or else I don't know what I am going to do....