Poems from a while ago

Memories
I’m thinking of the memories
In which we used to share

I can only think of the memories
As we were when we were a pair

I hope I don’t sound obsessive
That’s the farthest of what I want to be

I just want to tell you these things
I wish that you would see

I wish you had not lied
I might still be at your side

But in the end
We will just pend

You think my heart can bend

This Life
I cannot tell
If this is hell
Is this life?
I need a knife
I need to be repaired
I’m scared
Nothing can change
The way I feel
How do I deal?
With this
I need bliss
I miss that kiss
That made me feel the way I did
I’m just a kid
Compared to you
Are we through?
All those times we had
Its all gone bad
I can not tell
If this is hell
Is this life?
I need a knife
I need to be repaired
I’m scared

Its like a Chant
I will never forget you
You’re my amazing baby boo
I’m going to miss you too
What will I ever do?
Not being with you
I wish we could be
Together, you see
Just you and me
Be we cant
It’s like a chant
Going over and over
In my head
I need to get to bed
It’s impossible to sleep
I want you to keep
I’m in too steep
I feel like I should die
I keep asking why
It’s like a chant
Going over and over
In my head
I need to get to bed