The Day of 30

Today, Laura came over at 9:30 and we made a video. A disgusting video, what we tried to do was make a video of our cooking show and we would make something gross, but we didnt know it would be so gross we would be gagging. so we buried it in the front yard and video taped it. HERE IT IS <3 After that, we watched music videos and played a LONNNGGGGG game of monopoly. after that, we played a game of Knowledge. After that we played some poker and then made bracelets with each others initials on them. I got a necklace with LMJ and she has an anklet with RIF on it. After that we watched some movie with chelsea. Then went to swim practice, Laura watched me and i worked my bootay offed.

Poems from a while ago

Memories
I’m thinking of the memories
In which we used to share

I can only think of the memories
As we were when we were a pair

I hope I don’t sound obsessive
That’s the farthest of what I want to be

I just want to tell you these things
I wish that you would see

I wish you had not lied
I might still be at your side

But in the end
We will just pend

You think my heart can bend

This Life
I cannot tell
If this is hell
Is this life?
I need a knife
I need to be repaired
I’m scared
Nothing can change
The way I feel
How do I deal?
With this
I need bliss
I miss that kiss
That made me feel the way I did
I’m just a kid
Compared to you
Are we through?
All those times we had
Its all gone bad
I can not tell
If this is hell
Is this life?
I need a knife
I need to be repaired
I’m scared

Its like a Chant
I will never forget you
You’re my amazing baby boo
I’m going to miss you too
What will I ever do?
Not being with you
I wish we could be
Together, you see
Just you and me
Be we cant
It’s like a chant
Going over and over
In my head
I need to get to bed
It’s impossible to sleep
I want you to keep
I’m in too steep
I feel like I should die
I keep asking why
It’s like a chant
Going over and over
In my head
I need to get to bed

im back on the blogger train

I have been grounded and silly me had forgotten my password and blogger was the only thing I was allowed to do on the computer. Now, this might sound easy to just get my password sent to my email, but it is way more difficult then that. First, I had forgotten the email I had used and I have 9876543212 emails. I click forgotten password and type in my URL to my blog. It says it has sent it to my AIM.com email. Now, that narrows it down, but I'm not allowed to go anywhere besides blogger and also, I have 5463344 emails on AIM. I could just check every aim, but I'm not allowed at aim. I decided to just wait until I was ungrounded so I could search all emails as freely as I wanted. I may not be completely ungrounded, but I am allowed on the computer every once in a while. So here i am :] back on the blogger. I'm ready to blog my life.