Sunday, December 30, 2007

Another One Bites the Dust

Why cant I keep a relationship!?
I cant stay happy.
I cant I appreciate what I have.
I cant trust people.
I cant understand people.
I cant communicate with people.

I need someone perfect for me.
I want someone that I will be with for a long time.
I don't want a relationship that will only last a month or so.

I don't understand how much I want a person until I don't have them. Then I see how much I needed them, how much they were a part of my life, how much the meant to me.
I wish I had never given the first one up :/

3 comments:

Inga said...

amen sister!!

Emily said...

At the end of the day the most important thing is that you know who you are.

(It's Emily btw)

Unknown said...

Just stumbled on your blog while searching for pictures of 'happy people'.

Ironically, we have the same birthday - except I'm 26.

I'll give you the best advice I can:

Don't rely on a relationship to make you happy. Learn to be happy on your own. Find another happy person that you can connect with on a spiritual level and share your happiness.

You've got plenty of time to find someone - but your youth will be gone before you know it - so have absolutely as much fun as you possibly can and don't sweat the small stuff.

Take care,
Jeremy