Sunday, April 19, 2009

My Moto

Don't be vain, your not the cause of my pain!!!!!!!!!

Looking Deeper

You look at me
See what you want to see
But what’s beneath that?
Beneath the muscle and fat
Within my bones
Behind my tones
Of voices
Are the choices
The decisions
I have to make
The risks
I have to take
To be with you
And when you’re through
Im left
With the pains
All over
Like stains
On bleached jeans
Worn down
Ripped
Not at all close
To the price
When you first bought them
Just like my heart
Worn down
From all its use
It’s beginning to rip
Not at all close
To the pumping
Heart it once was
You look at me
See what you want to see
But what’s beneath that?

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

i have decided

recently decided to carry around a notebook
writing down funny things i have heard, funny sightings, or just random or interesting things. I think it will be fun and i will start doing a weekly or daily post on here with everything i have gathered.
it should be interesting, im hoping i can keep up with it

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

upmost favorite song EVER

We need to talk my dearest friend
About this new girl you're dating
There's something about her that I just don't like
But you don't know her like I do
And her intent seems to be true
Cause everything she does makes me feel this is right
You've only known her for awhile
Don't be too charmed by her smile
I heard she has been around a time or two
Is there something you're not telling me?
Do you and her have history?
Cause it sounds like you're speaking from experience
Just promise you won't get upset
Well I can't promise that
It happened long before you met her
Just come right out and say it
It's not that easy
Oh no, it's not that easy
Just say it
Just say it

She had my heart until she decided to break it
She'll do the same to you, if I'm not mistaken
I'll take my chances cause romance is something I'm new at
Don't say I didn't warn you
I wouldn't say that

How could you keep this from me?
It's not really how it seems
My best friend was with my girlfriend and
I'm the last to know
Okay, before this gets too heated
I think we should both be seated
And I'll let you know how it all went down
It was the summer of junior year
You were out of town and I was here
We got introduced and started dating
And I regret it
I can't sit here and take this
All I'm hearing is bullshit
I think it's best for the both of us if we end this right now
You're right it's really not my place
To say who you should date
I don't need to hear any more
I'm heading out the door
Well best of luck I hope she doesn't do the same to you

She had my heart before she decided to break it
She'll do the same to you, if I'm not mistaken
I'll take my chances cause romance is something I'm new at
Don't say I didn't warn you
I wouldn't say that
No, I wouldn't say that

Two weeks later
Couldn't date her
Called her on the phone
Heard his voice in the background asking if I thought she was alone
It seems like something has been going on
For awhile and I'm the last to know
Don't worry, I won't rub it in your face
Cause now's not the time
And here's not the place
I'm not the kind of guy to say I told you so
But you told me so
Yeah, I know

She had my heart until she decided to break it
She did the same to you, I know you weren't mistaken
You took your chances cause romance was something you were new at
Well at least you warned me
Yeah, you could say that

She had my heart until she decided to break it
She did the same to you, I know you weren't mistaken
You took your chances cause romance was something you were new at
Well at least you warned me
Well you could say that
No, I wouldn't say that

Monday, February 9, 2009

wow thats deep raven

Dear boy,
you mean the world​ to me, i cant even expla​in it. I dont know you very well.​ I have never​ reall​y had a deep conve​rsati​on with you. We argue​,​ NONST​OP!​ but im chang​ing.​ im tryin​g.​ im doing​ the best i can. i reall​y want you to see. and you alway​s give me these​ bulls​hit answe​rs and i just cant take it anymo​re.​ I know you like her, i know your like fucki​ng crazy​ over her. but WHY, why cant that just be me. I dont sleep​ at night​ think​ing about​ that over and over in my head.​ wonde​ring what i do diffe​rentl​y then her to make you not like me and to make you adore​ her. you flirt​,​ NONST​OP with me, and i cant handl​e it ATALL​.​ you think​ im gonna​ cheat​,​ i could​ never​ to you. you think​ im gonna​ bitch​,​ what reaso​n to bitch​ once i had you? none.​ im not gonna​ sit here,​ once again​ and "try to tell you what to do" and im not gonna​ sit here and wait until​ you have made a mista​ke eithe​r.​ Im leavi​ng.​ Im done.​ I care for you so fucki​ng much.​ that no matte​r where​ you are, who your with or what your doing​,​ im gonna​ be think​ing about​ you. im not gonna​ be physi​cally​ there​ to talk to or to be frien​ds with.​ but remem​ber me