Another One Bites the Dust

Why cant I keep a relationship!?
I cant stay happy.
I cant I appreciate what I have.
I cant trust people.
I cant understand people.
I cant communicate with people.

I need someone perfect for me.
I want someone that I will be with for a long time.
I don't want a relationship that will only last a month or so.

I don't understand how much I want a person until I don't have them. Then I see how much I needed them, how much they were a part of my life, how much the meant to me.
I wish I had never given the first one up :/

New Age Love <3

Texting
Raven-Hey, I have a question. Why are we not dating?
Tommy-Idk. Should we?
Raven-Id like to. What do you think?
Tommy-Sure!
Raven-Okay :)

Oh Oh How Happy

I have been down for the past month or so. But, I am changing my ways.
I am going to be a Happy person.
I am going to be a Cheerful person.
I am going to be a Pleasent person.
I am going to be a PERSON!

Im Happy for the first time in a few months!!

The end

The End to all my bad decisions.
Good bye.
The End to all my poor choices.
Good bye.
The End to my slacking in school.
Good bye.
The End to my old ways.
Good bye.
The End to all the Drama in my life.
Good bye.

The Beginning of a new Raven Isabella Finch.
Hello.